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None of that, none of that. He locks those inclinations up nice and tight, returning to himself as sharp as the strike of flint to steel.
After the last decisive stroke, when the last of his whiskers are floating downstream down the washbasin, he wordlessly accepts the towel. He presses it to his face and neck, scrupulously rubbing off the last vestiges of lather from himself, and allows his gaze to drop.
It's been decades since Javert last went clean-shaven. Even with the lack of proper barber's chair, Hannibal did an exceptional job. He runs his fingers along his clean, cool, itchy throat and cheeks, and it is strange to feel nothing but a bare fleshy smoothness and the wrinkles of his skin. It's new. It emphasizes how tired he looks and feels, an even greater pallor glued to his skin where his beard once grew.
No time like the present to start afresh, when he has lost and lost and lost so much.
Javert crisply folds the towel in thirds.]
Thank you, [he says reservedly, the beginnings of a frown on his face. He despises that he can no longer groom himself on his own, and there's a faint note of irritation at himself in his tone.] Your offer was unexpected. I ought to keep appointments with Madame Lust's establishment next time.
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The thought brings with it intriguing possibilities and certainly not anything to which Hannibal is averse. Javert's a handsome man. More importantly, Hannibal actually likes him, which isn't something he can say about the majority of people.
Leaning over to take the towel, Hannibal dips his head, bringing his lips to Javert's ear. ]
If there's something the experience lacks, Javert, you've only to tell me. I'm certain I can perform at least as well as Madame Lust.
[ Straightening, he drops the towel onto the little table where the razor rests and moves across the room to retrieve the ottoman. He pushes it over to the chair, leaving enough space to move around it. The signs of exhaustion have not gone unnoticed, especially now that Javert no longer has a beard to hide behind. Hannibal can't do anything about that, only sleep and rest can erase Javert's weariness, but perhaps he can help him relax. That ought to be a start. ]
In any case, we aren't done. [ He points to the ottoman. ] Unless you'd rather I sit in your lap for this, please relocate here.
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He does not recognize himself, feeling something akin to shame sparking within his lifeless viscera. Outwardly he has fixed Hannibal Lecter with rapt, unreadable attention, his frown lopsided, brows knitted into a deep trench. Inwardly he churns. Javert is a man who knows his tastes, who realized long ago that his bent was toward men; he only lacked the inclination to pursue one for himself.
This is something else, an open-ended question. One he would not dare to pose to himself just yet.
His eyes contract and narrow, and he tilts his head.]
Your services could rival the best attendants in her bath-house, I think. What do you mean to do now? [he asks with a self-deprecating, dry lilt. He hasn't yet moved from the chair.] Oil-and-cologne me?
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If that's what you'd like me to do, of course I will. You'll need to take off your shirt, though.
[ And the rest of it, if Javert's bathhouse attendants are particularly thorough. ]
What I mean to do is help you relax. You look to be carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders and I know how difficult it can be to rest while your body is beset with such tension. I thought a massage might do you some good.
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You assume a massage would do better for me than a pinch of snuff, a cigarette, and a draught of brandy. [Which is to say, judging by his gloomy air, that none of these things do much for him. Still, with a daring, proud glance, he assumes a seat on the ottoman instead, just as stiff and challenging as his nature commands.] I always declined those services from Madame Lust's menu after a decent grooming, but it has been a spell. There was no need for the indulgence after retaining my... late assistant.
[Javert's face thins and drops. Unlike Hannibal Lecter revival, Peace has not returned, has not answered any calls or knocks. He swung by the Graveyard on the way to Lecter's flat, and there is not even a courtesy memorial dedicated to her.
He stews into a silent reverie.]
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There are a number of therapies we can try if this fails. Some find it helpful. Others do not. Like with anything else, it's a matter of finding what works for you.
[ In regular practice, Hannibal made referrals to massage therapists but his familiarity with the muscle groups involved and the techniques of the practice mean that he can perform the task. Flexing his fingers, he steps behind Javert once he's settled, sets his hands on his shoulders, and curves his fingers down, digging his thumbs into his trapezius, and gets started working the knots out. It's tight, but Hannibal is strong even without his augmented strength. ]
You'll need to tell me if I'm using enough pressure. Or conversely, not enough.
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At first his taut muscles push back, tensing under the hard and sure touch. His crimson eyes dart across the room like a cornered animal taking stock of the hastiest exists. The turning point comes when Lecter's thumbs plunge into a hollow between his shoulders, a grunt slipping free from his clenched jaw. Each knead and rub coaxes a further slide and bend into the touch, a subtle sloping of of shoulders, a small slump in his back.
It's nice. Nicer than he would dare admit, with the curl of his lower lip and the rhythmic clenching of his jaw. His nostrils flare. The only thing that would make this nicer would be that damn cigarette.]
What other therapies do you mean? [Javert murmurs sedately at last, his eyelids half-shut. The corner of his mouth twitches.] --There, firmer at that spot. I will not break.
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From some of the comments he's made, Hannibal suspects the latter. ]
Medicine is often used for those who have difficulty relaxing, though I doubt its efficacy on our kind. [ He digs his thumbs harder into the stubborn muscle, forcing it to give instead of coaxing. ] Plus, medicine only treats physical symptoms. Sometimes it is mental or emotional trauma that pains us and those injuries require other treatment. Conversations that target a particular area can be useful. Light therapy. Sometimes hypnosis. It all depends on the person and the injury.
[ Perhaps he can demonstrate. Neither the pressure nor the movement of his hands falter as he continues. ]
Do you experience physical discomfort? Tight muscles? Restless limbs? Pain anywhere in your body? Regularly or when you lay down to sleep.
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[A knot in his back loosens with a palpable crack, and his sedate slur chokes into a throaty grunt.
He fights against melting further into the touch, his head held erect and a sigh slipping out of his lungs by virtue of habit before he can stop the breath. Damn! He's lost enough dignity today. But it's clear that Javert is satisfied with this experience.]
I will tell you drugs work on our sort to an extent, [he murmurs, shifting slightly to subtly move the focus of the touch.] I don't much care for most of them. Laudanum leaves me in a ridiculous, over-chatty fog. Too much drink is sloppy.
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That is good to know. I'd wondered how much impact, if anything, drugs and intoxicating substances would have on us.
[ It is certainly more expedient than experimentation, whether on himself or on some other unsuspecting monster. ]
What would you say keeps you from sleep more often? Memories or an inability to stop your thoughts from racing? [ Careful to keep this sounding purely like a casual conversation, Hannibal offers his own perspective. ] I find memories more troublesome than anything else.
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Thinking does not rest, [he admits bitterly.] Memories are tossed in with the mix, whether they are accurate to reality or twisted to suit the thread of thought. What difference does it make if it is one or the other? They are the same to me.
[His thoughts, his nightmares, his memories... are they not all at war with each other? Sleep rarely gives him reprieve from that, when it does come for him. His thoughts drift briefly to Hannibal's lovingly-rendered sketches of his family. Is it those faces that lurk in Hannibal Lecter's memories every morning, when the sun rises? Is it them he longs for in his mind? Javert can say with certainty that he does not have an equivalent issue to that.
Or is it the memory of his deaths? Javert can understand that a little better.
Javert bends his head back.]
Why do you pamper me? You endured the latest ordeal. Not I.
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[ The weight of experience briefly shades his tone. Outliving his sister. Outliving Will. Though it cost him nothing emotionally, life had certainly been made difficult with the death of his parents. His voice quickly clears. ]
We both endured the ordeal. There is nothing shameful in finding some measure of peace afterward.
[ There's a knot of muscle under his thumb. Hannibal concentrates on it, digs into it with force to work it out. ]
And as for your earlier question, the distinction between thought and memory is important. The answer determines the best course of treatment to solve the problem.
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What a fool he's been. A pang of guilt plucks at Javert's soul. It was selfish of him to grasp at a chance at permanent death, to steal it away when Hannibal Lecter evidently longs to join his dead family. Terribly selfish. It dawns on him now.
What in hell is he doing, lounging here like this? What right has he to enjoy this comforting, tender touch from a man who ought to be furious with him? His chest heaves as if he were releasing a long, frustrated sigh, but no air comes out.]
It is perfectly shameful to grant myself leisure when there is work to be done.
[Javert's tone has hardened, resolved itself. He snatches Hannibal by the wrist, eyes gazing up at him intently.]
I have overstayed my welcome. You are returned, and there are others I must take account of before the night is done.
[The other names on the sacrifice list, namely. Who is come back? Who is not? His glance flicks briefly to the pale wrist, and a bizarre compulsion springs to mind with his glance; he chooses not to give in to it, dropping it and sharply rising to his feet. He busies himself with reassembling his cravat and collar, gathering himself together and buttoning back up.]
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When Javert catches his wrist, he immediately goes still with a mixture of confusion and curiosity. There's been nothing untoward in his touch that he's aware of. But he doesn't ask and he doesn't press. He lets him remove his hand and once Javert releases him, he goes so far as to take a respectful step back to give him a bit more space.
He hasn't overstayed his welcome at all, but Hannibal isn't rude enough to argue when it's clear he wants to leave. ]
Of course. I wish you well on your night's work.
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Thank you for the shave.
[And the massage. His back aches and hums from the residual pleasure. He sets his jaw, scooping up the bloodless body on the floor. He pauses at the door before he and the corpse dissolve into the night.]
Should you need anything else, you know where you will find me. Rebuild your strength and take care, Monsieur Lecter. À la prochaine fois.